Alright, i'm just gonna post whatever crap i'm gonna write because i've been drafting like a gazillion posts and like i couldn't be bothered to post any of them up. So, bear with me, friends.

Over these past few months, i've been pretty, uhm, down in the dumps? I guess it's just like that hormonal phase where like teenager stuff and like girl crap and puberty pmsl i don't know. I DO'NT EVEN UNDERSTAND MY OWN BODY.

Wow, is this turning into one of those "you are beautiful" kind of posts? Well, I mean, yeah, i love reading those kind of stuff but like after i read it, i'll be like "omg yes i'm bootiful", no doubt. But well, after a couple of minutes, the effect just wears off. I don't know if it's just me who feels that way but it's just really confusing in my opinion. People will always have their opinions of you despite who you are and what you're capable of, it's up to you whether you want to believe them or not. 

" Sometimes, when we have pictures in our minds about our “ideal self”, its incredibly difficult to accept the way we are; to accept reality. You could also start to feel like suddenly everyone around you are so much better than you. I’ve felt this way on numerous occasions, and I still do. What some people need to realize is that you can’t just get rid of insecurity that easily; its personal. Even though other people don’t see why we’re insecure."
I have no idea where this post is going. Was supposed to be about my adventure at the claw machine but idek hashtag depressing post of the day. hardeeharhar. Alrighty, sorry for this post, just needed to post something cuz like it's been ages. IF YOU READ IT ALL, BLESS YOUR SOUL. :D

TA TA MUCHACHOS~