Holy crap its 2017 and i'm cringing at myself so hard.

Probably gonna read this in 2020 and cringe till I curl up into a ball like an armadillo

So i went out today, to meet friends. YES I HAVE FRIENDS WHAT A SHOCKER. lol

I wore these grey tweed-like pants which were like super chill and sweat pants-ish, and a black top with this little mesh work thingy on the waist area and honestly it was relatively comfy, beside the fact that my hideous stomach could be seen through the mesh part and well, because of how short the shirt is, it was pretty coo.

Anyway, we went to K-11 Plus? And it was pretty ok i guess, i mean, there's this floor in the mall that's creepy as hell but besides that, it was fine (?) NOT LIKE MY OPINION REALLY MATTERS LMAO.

We sang for 5 hours straight? I think and well, it was only like 15-18 bucks each. HELLS YEAH. Where else can you find prices like this like WOWZA. (I totally sound like im promoting k-11 but like honestly idk mixed feelings about the place ahahaa). The toilets are cleans so that's a plus (geddit? teehee). Speaking of toilets and karaoke, there was a karaoke place somewhere which i forgot, where they only had like those toilets that are meant to be used to wash your ass. They probably want to restrict customers to peeing and like,well, avoid number 2's. Am i the only one who finds this extremely disturbing? Like honestly, what if that person didn't know they're not supposed to shit? Like what if they just let it go into that shallow ass washing thing. THEY'RE PROBABLY GONNA LEAVE IT STUCK THERE AND LIKE ONE OF YOUR POOR EMPLOYEES HAS TO PICK IT UP LIKE OMG WHY WOULD YOU DO SUCH A THING. PLEASE CAN YOU JUST CHANGE THEM TO NORMAL TOILET BOWLS. THINK ABOUT THE CHILDREN.

Wow caps bomb. Ok anyway, that's literally all i have for today i think? I honestly do not know what to add in here but i just didnt want it to die. High school's over and i just want something to do lol. Even though there's probably like only 10 of you reading, but yeah i appreciate it  ♥ (im a touchy feely kinda person ok deal with it)

Hey! it's been awhile.. a whole year actually.

So like many things happened this year, lots of adventures, painful goodbyes and like leaving high school lol. Oh yeah i had SPM too but i just don't want to think about it. Dang now i'm thinking about it thanks alot.

2014 has been a pretty good year for me, and the fact that i have ended my high school life is just.. terrifyingly great (?) I mean, i'm pretty sure i can speak for everyone on this matter because you know we wouldn't have to wake up at ungodly hours of the day just to get ready for school, wear the well-known blue apron that's SO on trend (smell that sarcasm) or like the green pants which aren't as bad as the goshdarn blue stuff we girls have to wear but yeah its still pretty bad, and well, you know, deal with air-condition-less classrooms with many unpleasant smells and odours (unless your school has airconditioned classes then boo you).

But you know, a part of us (well, me at least) will miss waking up at 5 (i lied i wake up at 6) to get ready. Well, 5 in the earlier parts of the year, 6-6:30 towards the end lmao that's why i have pineapple hair :-). Funny fact though, most of us will still wake up early in the morning even when there's no school because our biological clock has been altered to that specific time so like our bodies just suddenly wakes itself up. YAY EMELIA'S BODY FACTS PART 1. (JK I SUK AT SIENS)

accurate representation of me

sry Miranda

jk i do care LOVE ME LOL

Wow, a month away from school? Aww yuss. LOL. Am i the only one who's starting to get a tad bored? Not saying that i miss school or anything but yeah, I feel more productive in school, unlike when i stay at home, i wallow on my bed and i wait for feeding time. So yeah, here's some stuff i do during the holidays :

1. Sleep 
Honestly, i'm not really a sleeper, but recently i've been sleeping like 24/7. Don't come near me when i'm sleepy.

bc christmas

bc beautiful loljk

Alright, i'm just gonna post whatever crap i'm gonna write because i've been drafting like a gazillion posts and like i couldn't be bothered to post any of them up. So, bear with me, friends.

Over these past few months, i've been pretty, uhm, down in the dumps? I guess it's just like that hormonal phase where like teenager stuff and like girl crap and puberty pmsl i don't know. I DO'NT EVEN UNDERSTAND MY OWN BODY.

Wow, is this turning into one of those "you are beautiful" kind of posts? Well, I mean, yeah, i love reading those kind of stuff but like after i read it, i'll be like "omg yes i'm bootiful", no doubt. But well, after a couple of minutes, the effect just wears off. I don't know if it's just me who feels that way but it's just really confusing in my opinion. People will always have their opinions of you despite who you are and what you're capable of, it's up to you whether you want to believe them or not. 

" Sometimes, when we have pictures in our minds about our “ideal self”, its incredibly difficult to accept the way we are; to accept reality. You could also start to feel like suddenly everyone around you are so much better than you. I’ve felt this way on numerous occasions, and I still do. What some people need to realize is that you can’t just get rid of insecurity that easily; its personal. Even though other people don’t see why we’re insecure."
I have no idea where this post is going. Was supposed to be about my adventure at the claw machine but idek hashtag depressing post of the day. hardeeharhar. Alrighty, sorry for this post, just needed to post something cuz like it's been ages. IF YOU READ IT ALL, BLESS YOUR SOUL. :D

TA TA MUCHACHOS~

HELLUR THUR! :D LOL Felt like blogging today. Cuz i was supposed to blog yesterday but lol was too lazy :P Anyway, imma just blog about my life. Today. June 15th. Two thousand plus ten plus three. :) YEAH.

Ahaha. So the day started with my sister coughing into the air while we were sleeping. Aaaaand she coughed so hard that she spat on my face. That pretty much ruined my perfect night but yeah. I fell back to sleep anyway AHAHAHA /secretly enjoys being spat at/

This^

Gonna end here because i'm getting sleepy and lazy :D G'bye g'night