Wow, a month away from school? Aww yuss. LOL. Am i the only one who's starting to get a tad bored? Not saying that i miss school or anything but yeah, I feel more productive in school, unlike when i stay at home, i wallow on my bed and i wait for feeding time. So yeah, here's some stuff i do during the holidays :

1. Sleep 
Honestly, i'm not really a sleeper, but recently i've been sleeping like 24/7. Don't come near me when i'm sleepy.

bc christmas

bc beautiful loljk

Alright, i'm just gonna post whatever crap i'm gonna write because i've been drafting like a gazillion posts and like i couldn't be bothered to post any of them up. So, bear with me, friends.

Over these past few months, i've been pretty, uhm, down in the dumps? I guess it's just like that hormonal phase where like teenager stuff and like girl crap and puberty pmsl i don't know. I DO'NT EVEN UNDERSTAND MY OWN BODY.

Wow, is this turning into one of those "you are beautiful" kind of posts? Well, I mean, yeah, i love reading those kind of stuff but like after i read it, i'll be like "omg yes i'm bootiful", no doubt. But well, after a couple of minutes, the effect just wears off. I don't know if it's just me who feels that way but it's just really confusing in my opinion. People will always have their opinions of you despite who you are and what you're capable of, it's up to you whether you want to believe them or not. 

" Sometimes, when we have pictures in our minds about our “ideal self”, its incredibly difficult to accept the way we are; to accept reality. You could also start to feel like suddenly everyone around you are so much better than you. I’ve felt this way on numerous occasions, and I still do. What some people need to realize is that you can’t just get rid of insecurity that easily; its personal. Even though other people don’t see why we’re insecure."
I have no idea where this post is going. Was supposed to be about my adventure at the claw machine but idek hashtag depressing post of the day. hardeeharhar. Alrighty, sorry for this post, just needed to post something cuz like it's been ages. IF YOU READ IT ALL, BLESS YOUR SOUL. :D

TA TA MUCHACHOS~

HELLUR THUR! :D LOL Felt like blogging today. Cuz i was supposed to blog yesterday but lol was too lazy :P Anyway, imma just blog about my life. Today. June 15th. Two thousand plus ten plus three. :) YEAH.

Ahaha. So the day started with my sister coughing into the air while we were sleeping. Aaaaand she coughed so hard that she spat on my face. That pretty much ruined my perfect night but yeah. I fell back to sleep anyway AHAHAHA /secretly enjoys being spat at/

This^

Gonna end here because i'm getting sleepy and lazy :D G'bye g'night

Oh hai. It's been awhile hasn't it? LOL. These past few weeks have been passing by so slowly i cant even. I've been really lazy and tired lately and i don't even know why. I don't even do anything man lol. So uhm yea can't really blog much because i have an uninteresting life but yea.

Uhm anyway so i went to reservoir park today and like yeah it's like my first time there so YEAY :D Wanted to film something with my friends. And y'know what? By the time we settled down at a spot, it started to rain. So we didn't get to film at all. Sad life.

It seems like everytime i step out of the house it starts to rain. I mean, do i attract water or smth i cant. So uhm, i have a pretty hectic schedule at the moment but i've been too lazy to do it and i end up dragging it. Sigh. WHY AM I LIDDIS. WHY CANT I BE LIDDAT. lol

Going to school has been such a chore lately. It's like everyday i wake up i'm just like. Sigh, can i just not go? but yeah, i go anyway, cuz i wont be able to spend my day peacefully knowing i didn't go to school for no apparent reason lol. SO YEAH KIDS, DONT SKIP SCHOOL (Y) LOL right emelia, like there are kids that are actually reading this lol wth

Was bored during Chemistry. Idek lol.

Holidays are coming soon and i really can't wait for them. I just want to take a break and relax. Haven't been spending my weekends at home lately. Been out doing stuff and well, this weekend isn't going to be any different. Sighhh. Everyone's busy and so am i. But for some apparent reason i'm super lazy and i tend to slack more :< Perhaps i'm discouraged ? Lol alp help me preez

Anyway, sigh a bit disappointed today. Top ten reasons why i dont want to have high expectations lol. Oh well, life can't always go my way so yeah! aha :)

Lol so hey i'm having my exams so yea. :/ i'm really bored rn and well, my blog is dead. :o Teehee! Don't really know what to blog about so :/ MY LAIF IS UNINTERESTING. sigh.

FROM AH BOYS TO MEN. SERVING TWOOOOO YUUUUURSSS.

LOL SORRY AH Sakai. Just watched Ah boys to men. FIRST ONE OKAY. NOT EVEN THE SECOND ONE. Ahhh. LOL it's funny, but i don't like how it's so short. D; But honestly, i was like seriously kin tio the whole movie. Because, i dunno. NS IN TWO YEARS FOR ME OH MY PLEASE NO

Yes, a gif of Onew is mandatory because he is my baby. Even if he doesn't know that yet 8)

Uhm, I haven't sold the earrings and necklaces and tee's that i bought. So uhm will somehow take pictures soon and post them up or something! Check my instagram/facebook/twitter/blog/friendster/myspace/flickr/photobucket/whateverelsethereis for any updates. LOL SOUND SO PRO BUT REALITY PUI LIKE PANG SAI. HAHAHA.

peep.

So if you're a student in Malaysia, you'd probably know that school started today. LOL UGH. How dreadful. Words cannot explain how much i don't want to go to school. But it's not like i can skip school. URG

So today was the first day for me in form 4. Went to school super early cuz i didn't want to be late on the first day. It was fine in the early morning. Everything was fine, met friends that i didn't meet since school ended and like, yalah, calm, cooling, rejuvenating lol (BIG WORDS BAM THESAURUS)

HAHA! So it was all fine till the teacher came in. URGH. I won't be stating what happened but i swear it totally ruined my mood for the whole day. And perhaps even for the whole year.
LE SIGH. Anyway, gonna ask mom whether i can go check out that place. Maybe it is a good idea. :) LOL A fresh start! Booyashaka.

Okay, imma go now. BUHBYE!